#10

She hasn't been one of the best of friends lately. Not at all.

It's like I understand that she's going through stuff with her family and the whole coming out thing, I really do get it. But she's not being a friend at all. She's suppose to be my best friend, and I was always there when she needed to talk and what not and I've always cared about her happiness, but she can't take 2 minutes or so out of her day to call me? What's up with that?

And she's been lying and I've been catching her in them. Like I won't say anything because it doesn't make me mad, it kind of just disappoints me. Someone who's suppose to be my best friend is lying to me, straight to my face instead of just telling me the cold truth. Like I really don't care if she wants to go hang with her girlfriend. My personal feelings aside that's her girlfriend so I show her that respect. And I get that she doesn't want me to have to hang with her and her girlfriend or whatever, but come on. Since when do you put you're significant other before your best friend? I thought it was bros before hoes. Or did I just get the wrong memo?

For someone who supposedly holds the role "best friend" in high regards, she surely isn't acting like a best friend. And the sad thing is, is that I've already spoken to her about this. It could have been easy for me to be like, "whatever fuck her, I don't need that bitch," but I'm not gonna do that to someone I consider a best friend. Maybe that's be being ignorant or what not, but as long as I can sleep at night, I'm fine.

I just don't get it though. I really don't and this sort of sucks.