I belong NO WHERE to no one.
And I've never felt so lonely in my life. It's like yeah, friends are family. I'm a strong believer in that, but well I don't know how to explain it. It's a sense of forever-ness. Because even with my non-bloods (my mother's best friend's family) I feel like an outsider. Like I can't seem to be included or something and it's weird because I've never felt the need to belong to anything but it's hard to not want something when it's beating against your insides.
People like this, like me, want families of their own though. They want people to love them forever and all that good nonsense, but I'm not like that. I've been on the outside for the longest, like since birth that I don't know HOW to be on the inside. I'm homeless.
November 4, 2008 BARACK OBAMA became the youngest (and the first black) president of the United States. :D
2 comments:
Kenne I totally understand you. I know that I have my family but I do understand because of my twisted lil family. But I know because family is FOREVER. Your stuck with them whether you like or not. And friends can say they'll always be there for you no matter what...but we've all gone through that at some point im sure. Its bullshit.
With family even if they do move away you know youll always see them again at family functions. And you really cant forget about a family member but you can forget about a friend years from now.
But I have a feeling that Smokey and sadu will DEFINETLY not forget about you. And I won't either. Your to hard of person to forget kenne. Your personality is so vivid and out there. Theres no way.
Even though the world seems cold and lonely at times; but with a person like you, you'll always have someone.
OBAMA YO MAMA, mmmm.. good.
hahaha.
:D!
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