Lately I've found things to be quite confusing. However a lot of the things I'm finding confusing I've already deemed confusing in the past. In a sense, I'm being confronted with ideas that I was presented with before and when I was orginally presented with them, I saw them as confusing. I began to wonder why these ideas weren't bothering me as much as they once had. I mean in theory if they were once confusing and I never decided that they were no longer confusing then they should still bother me just as much. Ahh, I see. The frustration or fascination that presented itself with these confusing ideas has disappeared. Basically I'm not fased by them any longer.
I'm in the process of making some hard life decisions.
I want to write you a letter explaining it all however it won't matter. Nothing really matters anymore and the decision is left up to me in the end. If only you cared again...
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