#34

It's quite interesting how something could have absolutely no possible chance of being your fault, yet you feel like you're the cause. It honestly makes no sense really it doesn't, but a lot of things don't. Or so I'm finding out.

It makes no sense how someone can have someone who genuinely cares about them, but they continue to push them away to embrace someone who goes back on their word. But who am I to judge, right? How can I "judge" when I've been guilty of the same thing. I almost put mistake, but is it a mistake? More like a lapse in judgment. It's like you know what you're doing isn't the best thing for you, but you continue to do it. Why? Who really knows. I guess everyone has their reasons: comfort, fear, stupidity, love. Who knows?

It just sucks to be the person on the sidelines watching it happen. Yes, because it hurts and yes because you can't fix it. But mainly because you know what could happen. Because you know what most people do and how the majority of the world always go back to their comfort zones. That's what "sucks" the most.