Day by day it gets a little better, but I still feel confused.
Like I have things I want to say, but I'm not sure how to say them. Actually I don't even really know what I want to say. And I've learned from experienced that I need to make sense if I'm about to express myself and I can't do that. I really can't. Like things I'm thinking aren't being fully developed, my thoughts are pretty much all over the place and I keep trying to pin point certain ones so that I can understand them, but my word they're moving so damn fast. And on those rare occasions when I actually can think about something for a second, my thoughts start to scare me. It's like ughh, this stuff is just so...wow.
It just want to go back to how we were.
If you assume you know what I'm talking about, you're most likely wrong. Just read, don't try to figure me out. It's a lot easier that way. I'm a troubled mind; welcome to my world.
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