#19

Why can't she just leave me alone?

I was getting over her, no lie. Then she calls and says all this shit and ughhhh I hate her. I hate her so much, I wish she would just go away because she fucking sucks. She has some nerve saying I'm hurting her. I'm hurting her? DOES SHE KNOW HOW MANY TIMES SHE'S HURT ME?! How much shit she's fucked up? Gosh she's so fucking self-centered. But what the fuck is my problem? It's like she tells me I'm hurting her, that I'm breaking her heart and I'm the one who's apologizing. Like are you kidding me?

I don't want to be with her. I just want all this fixed. I don't want to hurt anyone, like I'm not sitting her trying to hurt her. I'm just trying to be happy. Like how many times have I put aside my shit because I wanted her to be happy? Fuck! She fucks with my head so much. No one can do that. And ughh this is so retarded. FUCK FUCK FUCK! Shit. Ughh.

Moving mountains...I swear that song makes so much more sense to me. I hate that I can't hate her. Why won't she leave me alone?