#23

For such an avid blogger, I really have been slacking lately, but I've been busy and not really sure how to get my thoughts down.

I'm not even sure if I'll use this as much anymore now. Like I may just write the shit down instead because it's entirely too much of a hassle to get on the computer. I don't know, I most likely will wind up doing both because I really do like this little blog believe it or not. Like it does help...sorta. I don't know though because it still isn't completely private. Whatever I guess.

I miss her. It's like I make it so dayumm awkward when I miss her. Need to change that like A.S.A.P. type shit because I fucking hate it. Gosh why am I cursing so much? Why is this blog so random? I don't know. I'm not in a blogging mood. I'm not in an anything mood. Eshh, this is gay. I need to see her now. Depression cuts deep, I need to go do something productive like murder someone. Hehehe just kidding, but seriously I need to do something to take my mind off of this whole missing mode thing. Yeahh, good luck finding something Kenne.

I wonder if this is normal...