#40

My mind is pretty stable for the most part, but of course it's never super stationary.

People tend to label things so quickly. And they categorize things too and if something doesn't fit exactly into those categories then people flip out. My mind doesn't work that way at all. I was about to say I wasn't sure if that's good or bad, but I'm not even going to worry about that because it's my brain and it's my life yenno? I'm comfortable with whatever way I think about certain situations.

But like I think certain people make decisions based on retarded logic, not that it's my place to decided for someone and it's not even that. I wanted to just express my opinion, but I'm actually pretty glad that I didn't. I'm learning that yeah it's okay for me to have an opinion, but it's not necessarily always my place to express it. It's not my life and if someone hasn't asked for my opinion I should keep it to myself. And I think that's the hardest thing for me to come to terms with because I'm just watching people make choices that are going to negatively affect them. Like what would posses you to make this choice when you know it's not going to end in your favor?! I don't know; people, myself included, make some dumb decisions but I'm glad that for once I'm actually learning from this stuff. Not so much mistakes, but detours yenno?

Earlier in this post I talked about label and categorizing things, and I'm not going to lie, I'm guilty of doing it, I think everyone is. It's like I guess as you gain more intelligence (because it's not necessarily as you get older), you learn that certain thing just don't make sense. That's one of the many things that I'm learning.
I'll tell you one thing though, this summer has been a summer of great realization.