#35

It's so... I don't know what it is. But Murphy's Law definitely applies:

"Whatever can go wrong, will and at the worst possible time causing the most damage."

And that pretty much sums it up, I honestly did not see this one coming. And like I don't know if I should be mad or what, but I know that what I'm feeling right now is totally not the right thing. I just want to erase it so badly. I finally get that Mario Winans song

"I don't wanna know
If you're playing me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore"

And like I don't know what to do because I don't know what she wants to do. Like if she wants to be with him...I don't know. And if she wants to be with me...OH GOSH! My brain hurts, I'm so damn confused.