#15

I've haven't cried this much in so long.

Gosh I wish I could just erase the last 2 days out of existence. I really just want to forget all of this. Like everything is just building up so much and I'm so tired of crying because nothing's getting fixed and nothing is changing. It's like why can't I just have her? Why can't she just be happy with me?

I feel so dayumm useless. Why can't she just want me? Why am I not good enough?